
During difficult seasons or circumstances, it can be hard to find the right words to lift up to God in prayer. Sometimes we feel that He sees and hears everything, so why even bother? Fear, worry, and relying on only ourselves often get in the way, leaving us feeling lost as they crowd out a clear mind and steady thoughts.
“Lord, I just want you to be near”.
Sometimes that is all that needs to be said. God certainly doesn’t require perfect words, but admittedly I have longed for the right words to express what is on my heart.
In moments of need, the words have sometimes failed to come. Early in my spiritual journey, one of the most challenging things for me was praying. I struggled not only with how to pray, but with what to ask. My needs weren’t always obvious in the moment, and some days simply felt heavier than others. On those days, more often than not, I would not pray at all or only utter a few words. Until I learned that in times like these, Romans 8:26-27 promises that the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness and prays through us when we cannot.
I have learned that there are times for intense prayer and connection with God, there are times for lighter conversations (like telling God about my day and the things that made me laugh) Other times I find myself just sitting in silence, listening to God’s voice, finding peace, rest and comfort in His presence. I have learned that prayer without faith and trust is empty but that prayer in true faith, trust and believing in God’s timing carries a lot of weight.
I take a lot of motivation through the stories of Abraham, Moses, David – and so many of our ancestors who trusted God’s promises. They have gone through many trials before God’s promises were fulfilled. I take so much from the story of Job and how much God mould and strengthens with trials in our faith, to not turn to ourselves and relying on ourselves, but in turning to God who is the greatest source of comfort and love.
God doesn’t want mighty words, He wants a genuine heart longing for closeness with Him. He wants to hear from us and have a relationship with His children. He is patient and kind and willing to forgive our sins through repentance.
The most beautiful thing about prayer for me is knowing that I can talk to God any time and in every moment, because He lives within me.
